Mean girls...

Girls really are mean. Guys always wonder why girls automatically hate other girls, especially when we don't even know one another.

But this is why... girls are conniving. It doesn't matter if the guy has a girlfriend or not. Some girls fulfill their self-worth with the amount of guys who think they are hot or that give them attention. Flirting w/ men w/ wives or girlfriends, not caring who they are hurting in the long run... just as long as they get their attention fix/high. I don't understand this concept. I base my self worth on my accomplishments, ethics, friends, family, people who care for me, and my goals for myself. Sure, everyone wants to feel attractive... even me..., but why is that the most important thing to women at this time?

As much as my self-esteam has suffered over the years, I still know what I'm worth, and I don't need to play into someones games in order to feel like I am worth something. I keep telling myself that, but I let those "girls" bother me. And I don;t know why.

I have known that I may never be the prettiest girl in the room. I will never be the skinniest... but I am fun, outgoing, smart, and (i think) pretty. I am not the type of girl you fuck in the back room at some party... I'm the girl you marry and spend the rest of your life with.

However, many men today aren't looking for that. They themselves are looking for attention from the hot girl at the bar/party. They are so preoccupied by boobs and blondes that many fail to see the one that is there and has always been there for them.

As much as I hate to admitt it... I am a girl who automatically hates girls before I get to know them. I may be a mean girl in my thoughts... but not in my actions.